Permit: The good, bad, and why I still don't have one. (Small post time!)

      So, in my state, I am legally allowed to have a permit... The problem? I am a coward. I am basically afraid of hitting someone or crashing. :/ I would rather not hurt anyone or even kill them. I have read the hand book, but I still do not know it all. I will be taking the permit test tomorrow morning, so I am starting to worry. I hope I do well!